Monday, May 31, 2004

Yurkos song of the day: Ob-La-Di-Ob-La-Da -by The Beatles

"Yes, it's a perfect scale model of the universe's largest bottle. I put a tiny spaceship inside to keep it from being boring."

Ahh goood old not going to school and all, what with the fact that i just got up basically an hour ago. I must say right off the bat however (this might have changed since the last check so bar that in mind) that im rather dissapointed in only 2 comments on fridays post. Regardless i Press on making yet another on on this fine monday morning. You might be asking why the hell is he making one on monday? Well because with the day off and all i figured why not make a new post! (well actually its moreso Hmmm there is nothing at all on tv, no movies to watch, no one is online to talk to, im tired, i have no books to read, no reason to play on the computer, no reason to play on the gamecube, no reason to even play on the gameboy annd i am in no mood at all to start my english project so hey why not make a post). Yes of course i shalt discuss last night/very early this morning later on but first some other housecleaning stuff to get out of de way.


Good song today, really fits with most of my feelings of last night but well that will become rather appearant later on in the post. Whooo that countdown to D-Day movie is tonight, damn does that look cool and boy am i happy that this offday fell upon today so that i can watch a special taht would air on memorial day in the us which sadly we do not get regularly off. Heres hopin its a good one. Grrrr danusia.... damn her and that bloody condescending tone. Nice girl most of the time but whenever she is talking about what one "should" do upon their weekend she kicks into that grating "oooohh Yurko..." well what the fuck lady im sorry that my free time isnt spent getting fucking plastered at every chance i can get and that maby im quite content with the way that i lead my own life but nooooo just because it doesnt fit her bloody fuckin idea of a good time she has to go out of her way to express how my way is completly wrong and that im such a sad little man. Grrr such rage, well not as much rage as i can express but there is a fair level behind this one.

Whooo well that was fun.. Might as well start upon the critique of last night. Well critique is to hash of a word, so lets just say commentary. Firstly gotta say that man do i feel sorry for giacomo, like hell i only stayed out till what 2:30 and i couldnt get up let alone function till getting to sleep in till 12:00. WHereas this kid who appearantly got only around 3hrs of sleep coming into grad has to get up and go to school today, poor guy truly do i feel his pain. Grad ceremony was better than expected, food turned out to be not all that bad, esp the chicken which was actually rather tastey. Pasta stuff that went with it was a tad dry however but meh it was bearable. Dancing was well dancing, what more can be said to that huh? A rather half-hearted techno riverdance did occur, mostly because the D-Jay played just one techno song which wasnt really suited to the whole spectacle but hey it occured on last and final time so thats always up for a hearty huzzah. Feel bad for my sister who was apperantly really bored last night but not much i can do about that now :(
. Hey at least the cold didnt rear its ugly head to much last night, allowing for that aspect of the night to be most berable. Aftergrad was probably more fun in the getting places than the actual getting there. Driving downtown, finding parking (boy what a gongshow) and the subsequent walk through downtown was a blast. Most especially due to brando getting some rather cool shots of us walking, what with 6 guys all in their suits, late a night; made for a very resevoir dogs esh moment. which was very very cool to say the least. Quincy's was a gong show, borderline on the biggest waste of 20 bucks within my lifetime. Hey at least there was good company but meh the lack of people for most of it made for a rather dissapointing part of the aftergrad. Gotta say i feel bad for kinda ditching maitland and his girlfriend there later on but well although im sure it still would have been fun had i stayed regardless i still would have been mostly a 3rd wheel; if not with them but with dez and her bf. That and scott and folk did want (or so i assume, who knows i have been wrong) for us to swing over to his place so thusly what was what we did. Trying to find scotts was rather fun within itself. Which leads to one of the other rather great parts of last night. Ahh stupid erin, but hey im not one to pass up any chance to drive in the fact that i aint talkin to her no more. This of course stemming from firstly when early on she tried to talk to me upon the dance floor, grabbing my arm thusly but of course i act as if i just dont care; yada yada, good song albeit i cant remeber what it is... ergo.. and go talk to tony. That of couse wasnt the best part however. This came when we were lost trying to find scotts and i phone jenns cell to get directions. so as the "conversation" went i shalt quote: .."Hello, Jenns Cellphone" me thinking.. ok? err "Hello, who is this?" of which i get the reply "Erin" and at this point my mind is like... erin?!! what the hell.. hmmm do i talk to the bitch in order to get directions or.. Ahh fuck it, id rather get lost on my own than get help from her in which case i hung up the phone. Whats funny is that i think those 4 words are the only ones i have said to her in the last long while. albeit 4 words to many and to be honest i had no idea i was talking to her, thought that it was maby janelle on the phone or something. But hey i took the risk, luckily Jenn phoned me back so that we wernt lost all evening and such but meh it was rewarding. This of course brings me to scotts house, where i just realised that i had forgotten to say thanks to scott for letting us come over etc. Ah well ill just have to say so on tuesday. Well if anything it was leaps and bounds over the boondoggle that was quincy's. At least there was stuff to do at scotts, that and some rather tasty pizza... Damn candy necklaces and my slippery hands, bloody things explode.. did you know that? although dropping from that height just might be the ticket for why it would do such a thing. (Mmmmm good old canned orange juice... what im drinking now, not last night) The pool was amusing, that and the sight of seeing when edwin and vince start to drink they play chess.. who would have thought?? Too bad i had to jet out somewhat on the early side but meh, at least i got to stay out for that long so whatever, twas better than nothing. Now after all of that you might be wondering how a song about life going on etc has anything to do with last night well for that my friends let me explain. This of course has to do with my realisations last night and well this morning for that matter that there was some rather specific stuff that i did which in retrospect was stupid, idiotic and well my reasonings at the time were rather..ohh whats the word.. shoddy (as good a word as any i guess..?). This of course having to do with my well basically avoiding certain people for most of the entire evening. (no not erin, that was just a fun little diversion on my part) But no, in all honesty it was stupid of me to act in such a way. Probably no one, not even the person/s in which im reffering to will even have any idea what the hell im talking about but meh its something ive got to get off my chest. Stupid especially considering the whole rather close friends factor and that in all honesty that was probably going to be one of the last times i ever see them outside of school, and for that matter once school wraps up in 2 weeks, last time for the rest of mein life. But hey what is done is done, barring that time machine which is still a work in progress, I cannot go back and change what i have done. This not being the normal stance for me but i dont really stand by what i did but i do realise what i did cannot be changed. hence the whole Life going on theme in todays song and honestly thats all that can occur is to say ok i fucked up, lets continue shalt we? Bah stupid pride, making one feel somewhat jealous even when in all honesty and intelligent thought your not even actually jealous. Bah i say. Hmmm mefinks im basically done now, not much more to say on this albeit.. wait no i really am done on the whole grad topic.

SOooo yes this wraps up that particular sting of words that have formed a rather large couple of paragraphs. I really should start upon that english, and by start i clearly mean not do work and surf the internet. So hey.... mongoose??

Till Next Ramble

The Amazing, Boring Yurko

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